arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhh

I DID NOT MEAN IT TO BE THAT WAY!!!!!
-sobz-

ARRGH...

I slipped. I slipped.. OKAY!!!!

I'm human... CANT I BE DEPRESSED and THUS SLIP?

I WASNT EVEN HALF-THINKING WAD I WAS SAYING AT THAT TIME!!!!!!!!!

I never meant it to hurt anyone
I never meant it to hurt ME...

I just said that I wont be able to do better then her...
WRONG MEH!!

I WONT BE ABLE TO DO BETTER THEN HER.
I WONT BE ABLE TO DO BETTER THEN HIM.
I WONT BE ABLE TO DO BETTER THEN ANYBODY!!!!!

sobz...

i wont.

I'm losing my sanity... its hanging on a thread......

I'M SORRY!!! I'M SORRRY!!!!!
arrrrrgh..
sobz..

it wasnt meant to be this way... it wasnt....

ITS MY FAULT...

I'M INSENSITIVE
I'M UNCARING
I'M STUPID
I'M UNKIND
I'M IDIOTIC
I'M MORONIC
I'M DENSE
I'M RETARDED
I'M SLOW
I'M MENTALLY DECAPITATED

fine.

i lose.
again.